While sitting in the cab with arjun who is looking at me as i am looking outside to control the urge to cry .
Why I am behaving like a Five-year child who wants to hold her belongings as her life depends upon it like why?
Really god what is happening with me I don't know why i want arjun to stay in delhi around us around me why?
We are not that great friends until now i always feel safe around arjun i know but after listening about his crush aka so called love interest why am I burning why?
All these questions arise inside me and are killing me like hell and I even know what I want. I'm still behaving like this and arjun is calmly handling my mood swings .
With this note the cab stop at my home entrance my family is a strict indian household where all the decisions are taken by my father and i am not allowed to wear short dresses and all.
I opened the cab door and Arjun got down as well and said "sunshine is there anything you feel bad about please tell me about me but talk to me at least to me this sudden silence is killing me to core please"
"Arjun if there is anything related to me that doesn't concern you please please stay out of it " janvi replies
"How it doesn't concern me huh you are important to me janvi "the frustrated arjun replied
"Why who are we and how does it concern you ? Janvi replies whmith tears in her eye's.
" Because i care for you damnit ......." While shouting he replied.
"What ?why ?" Janvi replies.
"Yes i do janvi i do care what you feel how you react how you see the world because you matter to me for god sake please tell why are feeling so anxious" arjun replied.
Janvi 's mother opened the door and saw the two of them and called janvi
"Janvi beta why are standing outside huh come inside your father must be reaching came inside "
"Arjun i need to go " she left about and without looking back to see arjun still standing there with help less expression
JANVI ran inside the gate and run to her room to change and to take the she is holding for so long .
"Bhagwanji what is this feeling why I'm not able to tell that i feel bad but why i don't know"
(God)
she keeps on thinking about the same things. Who is that girl siddhant was talking or someone i know?
She hid her face on a pillow and cried hard even she didn't know the feeling why just that stiffness of heart inexpressible
ARJUN'S POV :
She is way too important to me she my oxygen to my life.
When she suddenly asks me how this concerned me I feel angry and help less at the same time how to tell her i fell for her long before .
She stood silently for second but when she was about to speak her mother entered the scene and called her.
She ran toward the door and closed the door.
My heart is still pouting like crazy and still my mind is rewinding the scene i should handle the situation well .
What if she said she don't like me and what if we stop talking to each other and she start ignoring me huh?
Fuck yrr!! I called siddhant but he is not picking up what he is doing.
I reached home and enter inside and. Saw mom and giva talking and siddhant is sitting as well with them.
Lo arjun bhi aagaya !
(Look arjun has also come)
Arjun beta sits here with your friends and said I'm going to prepare snacks.
Ji maa
(Yes mom)
And sat with siddhant and asked him to talk in private .
Arjun and siddhant on the balcony and arjun told siddhant all the stuff what happened today itself .
Fuck, bc bhai tune kuch kaha tha kya bhabhi se party me ? ab kya bhabhi ne mana kar diya toh tu toh kuara hi reh jayega .
(Did you say anything to sister in law (janvi)in party?What if sister in law said no then you will be the unmarried guy left)
" Saale Tujhe majak sujh raha hai yahan mere lage huye hai " arjun replied.
(Idiot you are thinking about jokes )
Bhai choodh de jo hogaya ab yeh soch bhabhi ko hua kya hai woh gussa hai kyu.
( Brother leave this is think why sister in law is angry )
Wahi toh samjh nahi aaraha hai dance karte time sahi thi woh uske baad kuch hua hai .
(When we were dancing she was completely fine after that something happened)
I have to figure out from her what is there and now what is done is done we have to figure the next step .
I want janvi in life and i will make her mine with a hook or crook.
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